Just one week after the untimely death of her plastic surgeon, Dr. Frank Ryan, Heidi Montag says she regrets having her plastic surgery spree that included 10 procedures performed in one day.The former star of "The Hills" recently spoke to Life & Style and revealed that she now wants to have her outrageous G-cup implants removed.
"I'm desperate to go back to normal," Montag, 23, admits to the magazine. "I'm downgrading and going a little smaller, to a D or a double D."
Though it's been more than nine months since she went under the knife, Montag says she is still in severe pain and her body has not acclimated to the over-the-top breast augmentation."I have major anxiety about it," she confides. "I was taking painkillers but they weren't working, so I stopped. It hurt either way,"
In addition to the physical pain, the busty blond reality star's new assets have prevented her from properly hugging her four dogs or wearing anything that isn't a custom-made design.
"I'm obsessed with fitness but it's impossible to work out with these boobs," Montag says. "It's heartbreaking. I can't live an everyday life."With the passing of her confidant Dr. Ryan, Montag fears that she will be stuck living in her cartoon-like figure forever.
"I feel trapped in my own body," she confesses. "There's just no fixing it. Dr. Ryan knows the work he did, he knows everything."
According to Life & Style, Montag has been shopping for a new surgeon in South America.
This may explain why TMZ cameras recently spotted her in Costa Rica. However when her soon-to-be ex-husband Spencer Pratt was also seen on the same hotel premises, skeptics were weary the fame-hungry couple were pulling yet another publicity stunt surrounding their split.However, Montag was quick to squash the rumors, telling People.com that she agreed to have Pratt join her to help with her move. But things suddenly turned sour when news broke that Pratt was planning on writing a tell-all about their relationship and was trying to sell several sex tapes to Vivid Entertainment.
Although she initially denied the existance of a sex tape, Montag now admits that she's not 100% sure it wasn't made.
"I'm not aware of his filming me, but I wouldn't put it past Spencer," she tells Life & Style. "He's a sneaky guy and has little cameras everywhere that he got from China."
Having the world witness her bedroom antics wouldn't be the only reason why Montag would be embarrassed if the tape were actually released.
She says, "I'm mortified at the thought that people could be looking at me naked before I had the surgery."
